What you do in this life...echoes in eternity.

So life is hard. Most of the time. But I know it would be so much harder if it wasn't for Jesus in my life. However, "there" He really is. I don't know. Anyways, I go to a school that loves to put stickers all over everything.
For instance, the smiley sticker. The smiley sticker is the one that says you're always gonna have joy joy joy joy joy with Jesus in your life. I'm sorry to say that this sticker is a fake. It also doesn't stick very well. Especially if you're living your life the way I am. Sheesh.

Next, there's the "I'm perfect" sticker, which means you cannot watch rated R movies, you can't wear shorts, your hair must be this length, your shirts must be collared, no holes in your jeans, no dancing, you must go to church 5 times a week...annnnd so on. You get the point. I hate this sticker the most because my best bet is that Jesus' hair wasn't exactly a crew cut, I'm sure he had holes in his robe because he probably only had a few and they wore out quickly, I'm sure he didn't own a collared shirt, I'm sure there were times He danced for joy, and MOST OF ALL, He knew that the church was not something to be attended 5 times a week. HE KNEW that the church is a body of believers who love, uplift, and support each other in the direst of times. HE KNEW the church was not a building but a way of life. Not a stage, but a group of followers of HIMSELF.

Where is the church?

Sincerely,

Me

Don't Save Me

So life. You are so silly. You can take from me my happily married parents, you can take from me my house, you can even take from me my good sense...but you will not rule over me.
I am still blessed. I really love my job. I'm at a great University studying what I'm passionate about. I have an amazing boyfriend who would stand by me even if I was not present. My parents love me.
I'm just angry at what people can do to people. When people are mean other people are hurt. Sticks and stones can break anyones bones but words can cut like knives. It's true. I don't know who ever came up with that stupid saying "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me." What a load of cockamamey.

Sometimes I just wanna be angry. And there is nothing you can say to make me feel better or not be angry.

I just need to be angry.